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So long as man remains free he strives for nothing so incessantly and so painfully as to find some one to worship.
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There is something at the bottom of every new human thought, every thought of genius, or even every earnest thought that springs up in any brain, which can never be communicated to others, even if one were to write volumes about it and were explaining one’s idea for thirty-five years; there’s something left which cannot be induced to emerge from your brain, and remains with you forever; and with it you will die, without communicating to anyone perhaps the most important of your ideas.
The Idiot by Fyodor Dostoevsky (via punxploitation) -

“He was simply an early lover of humanity, and that he adopted the monastic life was simply because at that time it struck him, so to say, as the ideal escape for his soul struggling from the darkness of worldly wickedness to the light of love.”
Aleksandr Golubev as Alyosha Karamazov in Yuri Moroz’s The Brothers Karamazov, 2009
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Anatoliy Belyy as Ivan Karamazov from Yuri Moroz’s The Brothers Karamazov, 2009
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I must make an admission. I never could understand how it’s possible to love one’s neighbors. In my opinion, it is precisely one’s neighbors that one cannot possibly love. Perhaps if they weren’t so nigh…
Ivan Karamazov (via beautyofdissonance) -

One of the first covers of Crime and Punishment.
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I am a sick man… I am a spiteful man. I am an unpleasant man. I think my liver is diseased. However…
…to be acutely conscious is a disease, a real, honest-to-goodnes disease.Fyodor Dostoevsky -
A man who lies to himself, and believes his own lies, becomes unable to recognize truth, either in himself or in anyone else, and he ends up losing respect for himself and for others. When he has no respect for anyone, he can no longer love, and in him, he yields to his impulses, indulges in the lowest form of pleasure, and behaves in the end like an animal in satisfying his vices. And it all comes from lying — to others and to yourself.
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Is there in the whole world a being who would have the right to forgive and could forgive? I don’t want harmony. From love for humanity I don’t want it. I would rather be left with the unavenged suffering. I would rather remain with my unavenged suffering and unsatisfied indignation, even if I were wrong. Besides, too high a price is asked for harmony; it’s beyond our means to pay so much to enter on it. And so I hasten to give back my entrance ticket, and if I am an honest man I am bound to give it back as soon as possible. And that I am doing. It’s not God that I don’t accept, Alyosha, only I most respectfully return him the ticket.
Ivan in The Brothers Karamazov, Fyodor Dostoevsky
